Ready...Or Not

I sit here every day, like I know a lot of people do.  I am so ready to take the step in my life to find someone who loves me for who I am.  I am ready for a relationship.  Yet I can't seem to find one.  I think it is something wrong with me.  I think that I am repulsive or just sad, and I hate it.  I know I am the type of person to act like it doesn't bother me, and that I am happy being who I am, but truth is I am not.  I just want to feel love, that is what all people want though....and I just don't see that happening.  I see myself becoming the crazy cat lady, and ending up all alone.